Saturday, September 22, 2007

I'm back! (= Glad prelims are OVER. I love having nothing to do (= I hate the restricitions but WATEVER. Dad is back. heh. once again there are many things i want to express but i dont know how to. Without coming across wrong. sigh. Firstly, I'm sorry for being such a bad friend. Esp recently. I'm awful i know. Sorry i fking dint go to the zoo. I'm sorry i dint go DXO with you. I'm sorry i dint go Zouk with you. I'm sorry ok. Clubbing aint a big deal to me anymore. It aint. My future is more important. WAY more impt. fk i dont care if you dont understand, or if you think i'm being paranoid or a prude. I'v been a good friend in the past. I HAVE. So dont complain or watever. everyones allowed to mess up once in a while. And this is my mess. And you know wat, i'm glad i made the mess. Yeah, i'm GLAD. Next. I was home FIFTEEN FREAKING MINUTES LATE. And its such a big deal. 15. not 20, not 30, not 60. 15! -_- It's so sickening. I know its bloody my fault they treat me like that BUT HELLO. What happened to 2nd chances. God gave us like a million. And if you can wear a yellow ribbon around and give ex-convicts a second chance what about our own frking daughter? She hasnt even killed anyone yet! The night wasnt the best. As you can already tell. Saw peachy tho =) even tho i REALLY dint wanna go in. It was pretty torturous. NAT AND BEL AND BOMBS MADE ME I SWEAR. and in the proccess i let others down. oh but watever. i'm so over it. post prelims is supposed to be good. at least for awhile.

.:seemzie:. blogged @ 1:04 PM