Sunday, December 30, 2007

I'd forgotten how fun rollerblading is. And eastcoastpark is very lovely in the morning when there arent that many people around. At first i dint go very fast coz i had to keep Manisha in sight (she can now ride a two wheeler by herself!). But on the way back i made Navin watch her and i could go first all by myself. wheee it was so fun! And oi! I actually exercised after hundred years. My dad was so cute, hes learning to blade and well not doing too bad a job. But, still very cute la. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday night is a distant memory now. Ok i cant even call it a memory. I CANT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED. From the result of it and wat people told me i did it wasnt very good. But i'm quite sure i had loads of fun. haha. from the bits that i DO remember. but i screwed it all up again. I'm the worlds biggest fk ever. i always mess it, then take months to damage control and fix it and now i'v messed it again. Bloody vicious cycle. The key is actually to just NOT DRINK SO BLOODY MUCH. Note to Self: NO MORE than 5 GLASSES in ONE night. Period. Later theres church. I dont know if i should be very quiet and just keep to myself or just pretend nothing happened and act normal. Honestly, since i cant even remember doing that stuff i dont feel so bad. But i feel damn embarrassed abt it. I mean, who knows how i looked and how retarded i sounded. But hes also a sensitive fk la. Surely hes been drunker than me and done worse things -__- make me sound like some child. "Just remember i dont wanna see you high like that again." Whatever la. Sorry also not enuf. Complete Turn Off. I need to meet new guys.

.:seemzie:. blogged @ 1:44 PM