Thursday, August 23, 2007

Its raining really heavily. And theres so much lighting and thunder, I was ABIT scared just now. But only abit. heh. We'r suppsoed to go OUT tonight. But i scared of the rain. ok, not scared but i hate going out in the rain looking all pretty and shit. i mean, it totally messes you up. sigh. i think its a sign that i shouldnt go. BUT i have to. AND i also kinda want to! I mean JO IS LEAVING! I cant believe its been 2 months! She was supposed to come to school today, dunno why she dint. heh. It would have been cool to see everyone's face teehee. Esp Dala's. And esp if she had come in smth with a low neckline, smth scandalous (= so fun! teehee. I AM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT PRELIMS> but whats the use right. JUST STUDYY Today i did quite abit more than usual. But i still havent touched Econs or Math--> die, haha. OH and i saw MAX today! it was so lovely! i mean i was really hoping i'd be able to see her b4 she went off and i guess God heard me haha. I mean what are the chances i'd meet her right in my neighbourhood. Who the hell comes around here for FUN? And at that very moment i was walking back from KAP. Sheer fate for us to meet i tell you. I have nothing to wear tonight so i think i'll have to drop by Jo's place first. Which means more money spent. SIGHZXZ. Why am i so unenthu about tonight. i really have not much of a mood, i dont even feel like dancing. I think its the stress! its seriously finally gotten to me. I dint think it ever would. I mean its ME SEEMA. haha. I NEVER STRESS OVER EXAMS. Unless they are TSD ones. teehee. well actually even then only when they'r big A LEVEL ones. ok watever. i am so stronger than this, me and my GOD. YES I AM RELIGIOUS. DEAL WITH IT. --wanders off to study some before getting pissed tonight ;)

.:seemzie:. blogged @ 8:57 PM